I’ve been trying to live my life to the fullest. I’ve learned a lot about myself and what I want to do in the near future. I’m content right now. Not extremely sad nor happy. Just empty, I guess. I miss you. And I know this post sounds emotionless. I’m sorry. I’ve been studying since I got home from school so I’m kind of drained. Anyway, we need to get in contact somehow. Email, inbox on here, aim, something. This is too hard for me. You know I’m not strong enough for this. 

And you think I don’t check your blog every second of every day.